Lately, I’ve been listening a lot to the song Only Jesus by Casting Crowns, and it’s really been hitting me. The whole idea behind it is that at the end of our lives, the only thing that matters is that we glorified God not how successful we looked, not if our plans worked out perfectly, not even if people remembered us. That’s honestly been such a needed reminder for me, because if I’m being real, I’ve been thinking way too much about my future and what’s next.

I catch myself worrying about whether my plans will work out, or what I should be doing when I get home, or if I’m “on track” with where I’m supposed to be. But then I stop and realize… why am I so worried about my plan when I know God already has one that’s way better? It’s a little humbling to remember that my timeline and spreadsheets mean nothing compared to the Creator of the universe.

Here on the trip, things have been moving in such a sweet direction. Ministry has continued in some really cool ways, and we’re finally starting to build solid relationships with the youth and even within our own team. I can already see the Lord softening hearts and opening doors. Honestly, I feel like He’s been working in my heart just as much as anyone else’s. It’s been stretching, but in the best way learning to rely on Him more than my comfort zone or my own strength.

One of my favorite parts has been getting to just be present with people. Whether it’s laughing over silly games with kids, having deeper conversations, or even just sitting in the quiet moments, I feel like God is showing me that ministry isn’t about the “big moments” only it’s about everyday faithfulness.

Looking ahead, I am still in need of funding. Right now, we’re short about I am still $6,500 away from being fully funded for spring which is definitely something I’ve been praying over a lot. If you’d join me in praying for that or support in any way, I’d be so grateful!

And for prayer requests, Boldness in sharing the gospel  that we wouldn’t shy away from opportunities God gives us, for Health and healing our team has been facing a lot of sickness and even some spiritual attacks, which can honestly be discouraging.

Unity and encouragement  that we would keep lifting each other up and stay focused on the mission.

The verse that’s been sticking with me lately is Proverbs 19:21: “Many are the plans in a person’s heart, but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails.” I need that reminder every single day. Because while I do think it’s good to have goals and work hard, at the end of the day, it’s not about whether my name is remembered it’s about Jesus being glorified.

Another one is Matthew 6:33: “But seek first his kingdom and his righteousness, and all these things will be given to you as well.” That’s the kind of perspective I want to carry with me not stressing over the unknown, but choosing to trust the One who already knows.

So, even though I still catch myself worrying about the future, I find peace in knowing that if I’m walking with the Lord, He’ll take care of the rest. And like the song says, when everything’s said and done, the only name worth remembering is Jesus.

Thank you so much for reading, praying, and supporting me and our team. It means the world knowing people back home are cheering us on and lifting us up in prayer.

And if you’ve noticed, I somehow manage to relate literally everything back to a song. (I guess that’s just how my brain works some people see life in colors, I apparently see it in Casting Crowns and worship lyrics.) But hey, if it keeps pointing me back to Jesus, then I’ll take it.  Love you all!